This is not the first time you're pretending to be okay, but this time you know that there is nothing better to do in that atmosphere.

You are trying to be better but not risking you happiness in the process, you want to be around people but you are not okay with them fooling you again, you want to open up but not with the wrong ones anymore.

You are growing, you are healing, you are giving your best shot but you know self satisfaction is the key to happiness, you want success but you want to say grounded, you want to be mature but still want your inner child to live in you, you are living the life you deserve by accepting the life you had lived to reach this.

-Somya